I’m sorry I abandoned you because everything got too hectic and I put you in the back seat. You see when life takes over, it is easy to get tunnel vision and completely ignore the things that matter to you because they seem insignificant in the moment.
It is easy to convince yourself that working and what the world deems important is THE most important thing as you are seeing results and gratifications in terms of good degree, good job, more dwollars etc It is in the very moment, the hustle and bustle, you realise the “insignificant things” are what drives you. Life will always happen and work/progression would always be there so I will make time to do what warms my heart and nourishes my soul - you. Let’s be honest, you don’t really give me any reason to be faithful to you - I am the only one that realises when I am faithful to you and when I am not. Surely, this should drive me and push me towards you as there is literally no expectation but it doesn’t...and maybe that’s the problem. No expectation = No goals = Not a priority You see we are very goal oriented. So things that aren’t goals are placed in the back burner of our minds. Unfair, I know but this is how we survive because life is constantly trying to kill us! (We'll get into that some other time, don't worry) However, I am beginning to see that you deserve not just a seat at the table but the front seat and all the attention baby. Life pressures can wait. This is my way of saying you will now be a priority in my life alongside work. How that would actually work, I’m not too sure but I’m willing to give it a go and try it out because you are worth it x From, An overachiever that wants more and all round confused/anxious babe
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December 2020
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