Hey girl!
Isn’t it funny how you never saw your life past 18 and once you turned 18 life decided to show you all the ways it can be unfair? I’m glad I can (sort of) laugh about this now but yo I know you don’t think it’s cool. I’m sorry life became difficult just as you started to become your own person. Sorry you had to deal with life’s bullshit at what started to be the most explorative part of your life. I’m sorry your should’ve beens became could’ve beens Dealing with the two parallels of extreme happiness and sadness in such a short space of time wasn’t something you expected in a million years but you really did handle it in the best way you could have You really did try. Thank you for holding on to you even when it was tough. Thanks for not losing all of yourself despite everything. I know it was confusing and heartbreaking and you tried incredibly hard to hold on to everything that defined you and not give up on the person you were building but obviously life other plans lmao I know it was difficult to detach yourself from what you thought was your ideal situation just when it was within your reach. You had to let it go but baby girl your ideals are still valid! Hell they’ve been upgraded now (if you can possibly believe that haha) I know you were hurt because people you trusted betrayed you in different ways and you thought you lost them forever but I can reveal you didn’t ! You’re back to being on good terms with one of them now - super amazing wholesome fulfilling relationship. The verdict is still out on the other one lool Btw we address problems as they happen now so you don’t hold on to this feeling and it works wonders I tell you.
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