The strongest bitch I know!
I love you so much and I’m so thankful to you for making it through! I still can’t believe how you handled everything with such grace, confidence and courage (sometimes you were a total bitch but overall you were alright lol) It still blows my mind 2 years on and it forever will Thank you for being so strong and just doing life You definitely came to terms that life wouldn’t be as linear as it had been previously and accepted your journey would be treacherous (kinda wish you didn’t because we actually don’t settle on this God’s green earth but rather this than you dying so I forgive you babes) I know you cried more than you smiled and I’m sorry for that. Everyday was a whole ass struggle and life really looked like a punishment. You really tried to fix where 2016 went wrong and it broke you but you pretended like it was all fine but you didn’t have to do this - now we know we don’t have to mask our feelings to make people feel comfortable. Sorry you felt no one cared about you and you didn’t matter. Sorry you were in such a bad place that you felt your only option was to isolate yourself from everyone and not talk to anybody for months on end so they wouldn’t really miss you when you were eventually dead. I’m sorry to all my friends that had to deal with this and to everyone that genuinely cared x We’re still not the best at replying to people but I’m working on it, okay! #2020Resulution Despite everything you still decided to retake exams because you felt that it “didn’t truly represent the person you are” (this was really some next level shit that only you would think about whilst your life is literally falling apart and you’re deffo crazy for this because you really didn’t have to) I don’t know how you actually did so well right after the worst experience of your life but you did and this is why you’re the baddest motherfucker ever and I’ll always respect you, bitch!
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